I keep reading about your motorcycling endeavours and with all due respect and for the money you're spending on a "chicken chaser" you could have already paid for you're direct access.
I know you say you struggle on a geared bike, however a mornings practice and you'll have it cracked.
Best thing you'll ever do.
You don't have to jump on a thousand.
I did mine approx 10 years ago and have had a few sports bikes, couple of bandits, sv650 etc.
Now got a yamaha R6 5sl, you'll find what you're comfortable with.
Sorry to go completely off topic, just keep reading you're posts about pedro, upgrades and repairs and think to myself you could be fully licensed, kitted out and have a decent second hand bike by now.
Do it, you honestly won't regret it, even if you decide on a 250 etc !